"I don't think that I am," she admits to the other woman, the fear and worry that she feels eating at her. It isn't something she can admit to Henri, not yet. For him she needs to be strong. She needs to try and see them through this change in their fortunes. "Physically, yes, but inside?"

"I remember all sorts of things that I didn't before." The memories are still settling, for as much as Sybil knows they are her own she also feels a distance from them. As much a distance as she feels from the crying baby she holds in her arms. She looks up to her friend in confusion as she tries to shift and hush the child. "I woke to her crying, and then all of these thoughts rushed into my mind. Katie- What are we going to do?"